The Unknown Territory of Love

I, we, were once so close

Tied at the hip and even the heart

I’ve, we’ve been gone so long

that the faint smell of vanilla is still new to my nose.

I’ve, we’ve been drowning,

pulling ourselves closer to the bottom

trying to find…

each other?

No,

trying to find a comfort in someone, something

to fill that hole of loneliness through the night,

but late night parties and dancing ‘Thee’ dance with not so complete,

but still strangers has sunken me so far

I feared that I would never breath again.

I, we, found hope

A tiny rope, a string of beautiful fine silk

that pulled us out of that pool of “desperation”

and just like that

I, we, were new

teddyroxbin:

I miss you
I hear you
My anger excites you
And at the same time it fights you
Confusion has turned into a party
And I wanted to invite you
Tonight I feel like I can die too
Never room to deny you
My struggle is me
And I need your help to guide through
Myself…I’m folding
Along all edges along narrow creases I’m folding
I’m folding

intrigue me

Anon welcome

come a little closer to me

let the softness of my voice drift in to your ear

like a lullaby

but will you fall into my heart

after i tell you the secrets

the ones i want you to know

that is

there are others

but you’ll find out soon enough

if you choose to stay.

i can read your mind

with the tips of my fingers

dangling from lap

on to your arm

and my ears fill with the sound of your heart beat

each word picking up the pace

Finally i am brought back to my happiness

shaking off the old dirt

i’ve grown use to the dark

but now my eyes will see light

i’m no longer holding on to the past

but to forget it

will turn my futures course into the blackest of holes

breathing in the new air

my lungs will fill with silk

and my once broken heart

will have no scars 

and my eyes shall once again hold light

just think about it now

its probaly kiling you inside

leading you to places you said you’ll never go

but thats a lie

you’ve been there before

and now that you returned

who knows if you’ll ever make it out

When all else fails try a different method

maybe your going about this all wrong

maybe those walls don’t hold tragedy

maybe behind that door

that door you’ve been dreading to touch the knob of

is your happiness

what you always wanted

but your so  scared,

so alone that even though you hate it

you’ve grown use to it

as so you sit and ponder

wishing you had life

and you will if you just open the door

but you refuse

and so darkness clouds you.